Only a few weeks left before the end of the year. I am almost done with this challenge I started on January. I have to say that I really loved the journey. Next year, I will have another one, and I really have a hard time not to dive into it before finishing this one…. as last year and the years before that. I guess December is not the time for me to grow or to go on, but rather a time to reflect and and to ground. And it’s ok with me. I am the one who sets the rules. I am the one who decides where and when my inner journey will drive me.
So this is probably my last card for this year. And it reflects exactly what I learned his year. I learned to listen to my self. I learned, to let go. I learned to follow my soul’s flow. To trust the journey. To be confident on the choices I make, because I always learn from them. This year, I learned balance, self confidence. I learned to set sane boundaries and have them respected. I learned to set free from a lot of toxic relationships, thoughts, norms… This year, I came back to train my skills. I came back to love myself. It wasn’t that easy, I’ve put myself aside for a long time… But I am fully back now. I learned that I could do and be whatever I wanted to be or do. No excuses. No explanations. I am, that’s it. And I found peace like I never dreamed to find. By following my inner flow. By attuning myself with nature, my needs, my desires.
I have projects, which I refused to even think about for years now. But time has come to let them become real. And as I started to let them come to life, I felt that peace and certainty to do the right thing. I am done with resting. I healed my wounds and took the time to fully recover. They may be part of me now, but as the old ones, they don’t and won’t define me. I am an alchemist, I always was. I turn each painful, hurtful experience into something that makes me grow, something that brings me and others peace, joy, happiness. It may take time, but this is the path I chose to walk.
I also chose to share my journey with you, and I will go on, as I hope that my words and my world may touch you, bring you something you need. This is just the way I feel it.
Time has come for me to focus on my next journey. I wish you too can take the time to reflect and enjoy what you accomplished this year. I wish you too can follow your flow. I wish you too can find peace within. I can’t wait to share my next journey with you all, and I will make sure that everything is ready for the beginning of january… Get ready, it will be fun!
Meanwhile, I will go on sharing my doodles and thoughts during this month. It will just be random, that’s it.
Take good care of yourself. I hope you enjoyed the journey!